Tag Archives: Bipolar

How Do I Tell My Son About PTSD?

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I have severe PTSD from a variety of shitty life experiences. I’ve had it for nearly 18 years now and, in my personal opinion, it’s not likely to get any… Read more »

One way to tell your husband loves you beyond words

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I have certain absolute ‘comfort movies,’ which will always be a source of comfort, whatever the reason. None of them likely make sense as to the who’s, and why’s, Lord… Read more »

I hate…

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I hate… …myself. …that I’m mentally ill. …that I have bipolar disorder. …falling down the rabbit hole. …that self harm exists. …knowing about it. …being weak enough to cave in… Read more »

I can’t write this away

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My head hurts, and I’m woozy. I’m nauseous. I’m seriously over stimulated, I swear I can the vibrations in the air. My body is tense and throbbing.  The only way… Read more »

 Recovery is a process

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The lithium is slowly doing its job, working together with my other medications to even out my moods. It’s improving things, and hey, some progress is better than no progress,… Read more »

The water is clear, But your wrists are stained. Your face says happy, But your eyes say pain.

DISCLAIMER!!!!! This post contains topics and life experiences which may be TRIGGERING to some readers. Please, readers, BEWARE!!!!! ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ I’ve been struggling with the idea of sharing this secret… Read more »

Smiling has always been easier than explaining why you’re sad.

I’m in a massive depressive episode at the moment. It sucks but I refuse to allow depression to win; no matter how much it work is involved. I have all… Read more »