Category Archives: Chronic Pain

I hate myself

I’m sure this will sound dramatic, I don’t care. I’m quite honestly beyond caring. First, I’d like to get something straight, while I hate myself, I am NOT suicidal. Just… Read more »

SSDD: Gastroenterology Again

Another day, another trip to the Cleveland Clinic, time to see the Gastroenterologist, again. I’ve got to say that it would be nice if my intestinal tract would get itself straightened… Read more »

I hate…

I hate… …myself. …that I’m mentally ill. …that I have bipolar disorder. …falling down the rabbit hole. …that self harm exists. …knowing about it. …being weak enough to cave in… Read more »