I’m seriously over stimulated, I swear I can the vibrations in the air. My body is tense and throbbing. The only way I can think to describe what sounds are like is they hit my ear drum and then they, painfully, bounce around my head.
All of these things together add up to one thing, I’m falling into a major depressive episode.
All I want desperately is to sleep. I can’t. I tried to sleep last night, and I failed miserably. I tossed and turned and finally gave up and got up at 3 am. All I can manage to do is watch movies, one after another.
I only wrote this because Rob said it would help. It hasn’t. Sorry honey, this isn’t the type of depression I can write away.